Trying very hard now….
Still i can’t handle it…
sometime i think to myself..
Is it worth the hard working??
time really fly…
they are faster than the king of the sky…
they are faster than the king of the jungle…
but still we are here at the same place..
for like 1000 century…and not even wanna leave…
sometime i got those flash back…
what i had done…
what i regret…
what i used to love the most…
i admit i have a MAJOR crush…
still i let it go…
cause i know when things are not meant to be yours…
someday you have to let it go
then i let it got for like 3 years now…
still i think about him sometimes…
wondering how is he and so…even though
we are total stranger to each other…
our primary teacher is retiring…
and that all because of that..
we get together again…
Yes,those are in the same class once…
Primary school…
lots of wonderful memories…
there is where i learn
story-telling…
syarahan…
but not in chinese…
Oh those wonderful yet a bit of bitterness in it…
how i love to go back…
even for only one day…
the pure laughter that i can’t have it now…
really miss those days…






Is the RAYA HOLIDAY!!!


“ I don’t care who you are..
Where you’re from…
What you did…
AS LONG AS YOU LOVE ME..”

“If want me i must be doing SOMETHING RIGHT…
i got nothing left to prove…
And is all because you…
So if you need me…
And baby I'll make you feel alive
i know i must be doing…
Doing SOMETHING RIGHT…”

“All i wanna do is find a WAY BACK INTO LOVE..
I can’t through without a WAY BACK INTO LOVE…
And If i open my heart again…
I’ll guess I'm hoping that you’ll be there for me in the end…”


“OOHH…you know that i love you…
Can’t you see my eyes..
Their are only one who real slow…
Feels like INSOMANIC…uhh..”

“而我知道，那真爱不一定能白头到老…
而我知道，有一天你可能就这么走掉…
而我知道，我知道…
这一切我全都知道，我就是受不了…”

“平旦之中制造一些些浪漫…
丝丝点点浪漫累计成情感…
关于爱的能量怎么都用不完多奇妙…”

“RE SO SO SI LA SI LA SO LA SI SI SI SI LA SI LA SO…
为你翘课的那一天
花落的那一天
教室的那一间
我怎么看不见
XX的下雨天我好想在"另"一遍
没想到失去的勇气我还留这
好想在问一遍
你要等待还是离开"

The music industry have different genre of music…
and is appropriate to every age of people…
fill you life with music..
fill you life with colour
live the way you want





We are born..
We are raised…
We are independent…
We are everything WE are…
We are excellent in things we do…
We are still normal people if we are a workaholic
We are still normal people if we are a doctor
We are still normal people if we are born disable…
We are still normal people if we are open with our personal life…
We still can have a TRILLION other jobs and still life a normal person life…
but with only that…
Life mean nothing…
Life is like cooking…
if you’re planning not put any seasoning to your food…
that thing you’re are cooking is just TASTLESS..
they need all kind of spices…
just to get the best aroma and taste out…
that’s all…
no matter is just only salt and pepper…
it still bring out those WONDERFUL aroma
and mouth watering taste you can’t help it but to take a second bite…
Life is all about the “all kind of spices”…
different spices gives you different conclusion…
some might end up just the way you want it to be…
but some might just ruined you day…
Living life is a tough thing to to…
But if you master this art…
then you are truly a master in live a perfect life…


It been awhile...
things had happen...
well..some stuff are bound to be happen..
is just a matter of time..
I was so messed up...
wanting you to you know...get over it..
but..you just don't really want to let go the past..
we can't planned perfectly the life we wanna live..
sure there is some obstacles that we have to over come...
Life is like dancing on big stage with almost everybody
you love..
you care...
you admire...
even with those you don't know...
but still end up dancing with him/her..
Talking is like a long song
if either
a sad one..
a happy one..
a romantic one..
a full with passion one..
a loving one..
any genre in the song industry you can find
seriously..you just can't jumping up and down
because someone mess up your day..
nut still i love guys..
there's wat i wanna say..
and yeah...
you are mean...pathetic...liar ...
thank you..taylor




FICTION books is not all about
GORGEOUS HUNK..SIZZLING HOT BABES..
AND YES BRANDED STUFF...HOT SEX SCENE AND STUFF..
is about how the writer thinks about life in her/his ways..
it can be dull like a single but not available people hanging out at the club...
or it can be lively like a no single unavailable people hanging out at the club..
my dream of having a book shelf full with this kind of book
is currently in process...
people always believe that reading non-fiction book
is way more better than reading fiction book..
why?? is simple because
FICTION=FAKE..
NON-FICTION=NOT FAKE...
i'm having RACHEL GIBSON hockey series..
true love and other disaster...
is a nice book...
holiday left 6 days
i wonder if i can spend it nicely...haha...


finally...MID TERM is over!!!
but still my mother is still asking me to study...
i was like..
"mom...even though u ask me to go study...i can't absorb lar"
and guess what
i have end my relationship with THE PANDA..
really make me look like a poor kid...
yes...lack of sleep..
from STAR NEWSPAPER..
lack of sleepiness with effect your weight...
is not decrease ya noe....
yup..INCREASE...
because the metabolism rate is slowing down
due to lack of energy...
so i have a new reason to sleep..
haha..
obsessed with MICHAEL BUBLE...
i just don't know how a man can sing love songs..
as romantic as him..
seriously...i totally melt in his voice...
he just like..i don't know..
melted warm chocolate in a cold day..
or freezing ice-cream in a damn sunny day...
oh....nice..
gleeing...
and again...i'm obsessed with kurt's guy...
yess...DARREN CHRIS...aka BLAINE in glee..
he's just soo talented in sing..
especially in "silly love song" and...and..
"do you think i'm sexy..."..
OKAY
TILL THEN